{"id":47565,"date":"2023-07-01T03:02:00","date_gmt":"2023-07-01T00:02:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.lecturesbureau.gr\/1\/?p=47565"},"modified":"2023-07-01T00:14:56","modified_gmt":"2023-06-30T21:14:56","slug":"i-went-through-3310","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lecturesbureau.gr\/1\/i-went-through-3310\/?lang=en","title":{"rendered":"I went through (KIKI DIMOULA)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I walk and it gets dark.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I make up my mind and it gets dark.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No, I am not sad.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I have been curious and studious.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I know of everything. A bit of everything.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The names of flowers when they shrivel,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>when the words become green and when we become cold.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>How easy the feelings\u2019 lock turns<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>with any of oblivion\u2019s keys.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No, I am not sad.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I went through rainy days,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I joined in behind that<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>liquid barbwire<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>patiently and unnoticed,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>like the trees\u2019 pain<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>when their last leaf departs<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and like the fear of th\u03bfse who are brave.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No, I am not sad.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I went through gardens, stood next to fountains<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and saw many statuettes that were laughing<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>at invisible motives of joy.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>And little cupid-likes, braggers.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Their outstretched bows<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>appeared like half moons at my nights and I begun musing.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I had many and beautiful dreams<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and had dreams of being forgotten.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No, I am not sad.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I walked a lot through feelings,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>mine and others,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and there was always enough space left between them<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>for the wide time to pass through.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I went through post offices again and went through again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I wrote letters again and wrote again<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and prayed in vain to the god of the answer.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I received brief cards:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>A heartfelt goodbye from Patras<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and some greetings<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>from the leaning Tower of Pisa.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No, I am not sad that the day is leaning.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve talked a lot. To people,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>to lampposts, to photographs.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>And to chains a lot.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I learned how to read palms<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and to lose palms.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No, I am not sad.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I travelled for sure.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I went a bit to here, and a bit to there\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Everywhere, the world was ready to age.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I lost a bit from here, and I lost a bit from there.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I lost when being cautious<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and when being careless.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I went to the sea as well.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I was due something wide. Let\u2019s say I received it.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I was afraid of loneliness<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and imagined people.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I saw them falling<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>from the hand of a quiet dust particle<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>that run through a sun ray<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and others from the sound of a slight bell.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>And I was rung through the chimes<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>of an orthodox barrenness.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No, I am not sad.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I touched fire and got slightly burned.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>And I did not even miss the moons\u2019 know-how.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Their cast over the seas and the eyes,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>dark, it ground me.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No, I am not sad.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>As much as I could, I resisted this river<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>when it had a lot of water, not to drag me,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and as much as possible I imagined water<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>in dry riverbeds<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and drifted away.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No, I am not sad.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s getting dark at the right time.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Kiki Dimoula<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; I walk and it gets dark. &nbsp; I make up my mind and it gets dark. &nbsp; No, I am not sad. &nbsp; I have been curious and studious. &nbsp; I know of everything. A bit of everything. &nbsp; The names of flowers when&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[132],"tags":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","rttpg_featured_image_url":null,"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"admin","author_link":"https:\/\/www.lecturesbureau.gr\/1\/author\/admin\/"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"<a href=\"https:\/\/www.lecturesbureau.gr\/1\/category\/poetry-en\/?lang=en\" rel=\"category tag\">Poetry<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"&nbsp; I walk and it gets dark. &nbsp; I make up my mind and it gets dark. &nbsp; No, I am not sad. &nbsp; I have been curious and studious. &nbsp; I know of everything. 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