{"id":35471,"date":"2023-01-25T03:02:01","date_gmt":"2023-01-25T01:02:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.lecturesbureau.gr\/1\/?p=35471&#038;lang=en"},"modified":"2023-01-25T01:45:16","modified_gmt":"2023-01-24T23:45:16","slug":"i-was-gripped-by-an-intense-fear-2107","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lecturesbureau.gr\/1\/i-was-gripped-by-an-intense-fear-2107\/?lang=en","title":{"rendered":"I was gripped by an intense fear\u2026 (ECKHART TOLLE)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;I cannot live with myself any longer.&#8221; This was the thought that kept repeating itself in my mind. Then suddenly I became aware of what a peculiar thought it was. `Am I one or two? If I cannot live with myself, there must be two of me: the `I&#8217; and the `self&#8217; that `I&#8217; cannot live with.&#8221; &#8220;Maybe,&#8221; I thought, &#8220;only one of them is real.&#8221; I was so stunned by this strange realization that my mind stopped. 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That soft luminosity filtering through the curtains was love itself. Tears came into my eyes. I got up and walked around the room. I recognized the room, and yet I knew that I had never truly seen it before. Everything was fresh and pristine, as if it had just come into existence. 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Then suddenly I became aware of what a peculiar thought it was. `Am I one or two? 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